new songs to match my mood. WARNING--THIS IS A RAMBLE

Waiting for you, Carry the weight, Anticipation...you get the point. I just had a Dr. apt. Not a lot of change. I am dilated 2 cm and 50% effaced. Just enough information to give me hope. Not enough information to ease some of the uncertainty of WHEN will this baby come? Are these contractions the real deal? Is that funny feeling just a gas bubble or labor? I've done this twice. You'd think I'd know by now. I have HUGE feet and waddle involuntarily when I walk. The good news is my back is not hurting like it did with both other pregnancies. The good news is I drove around to/from schools, work, dr office, karate and walking at the track and managed to just miss several downpours of rain throughout the day. The good news is I drove directly behind a horse trailer for several miles and didn't get pooped on. At this point I'm looking for things to cheer me up. /Things to cheer me up and to distract me from the fact that I'm awake typing (not sleeping) and timing what are probably false labor contractions at 12:30 at night while my husband is out of town. I need to go to bed. I was asleep several times and kept getting woken up every 7 minutes in pain. When I wake up, they go away, so go figure.